I don’t know how anyone could find me even remotely attractive.
That is the most daring thing I’ve done in a while.
I’m beyond fucking scared. My hands are shaking and my heart is racing but I had to do it. I had to let you know that I’m here, I’m waiting. You jumped and I had to jump with you.
I’m still scared.
This is real.
You’re real. Really real. And you’ll be here in less than a year. Not just within the walls of my computer and my cell phone but here.
Saying I’m happy is an understatement.
I’d give anything to have you here.
The one person I’ve felt anything for in a long time is 4,000 miles away.
Fuck you internet and distance and time zones.